Well, things didn’t come to an end until a few minutes ago.
What I still remember is that I still live in the world.
Things seem to keep on going, but maybe the wrong way…?
The past is never dead, it’s not even the past.
He said as above.
And I said something like “we should wait for someone else”?
To be honest, most times I can’t realize what I’m talking about.
So finally I chose to avoid considering that. Instead, I just accept myself to be crazy in some times and some places.
It’s… ridiculous, but sometimes it is interesting——and it means that ridiculous is acceptable.
Haha. That’s my wish.
Hope that the rest of my time I can do everything I want, and I would rather be a wilful person than be a man that stoop to compromise.
print(“Hello”+” “+ “doyer”)
It seems that this blog is more like a diary than a blog used for studying.
Nowadays, I suspected that I was drowning in some other things and forgot to hear the voice from the bottom of my heart.
And I also wonder if I realized this means that I was not in this dilemma.
He is just like my Sql course.
(I don’t know the meaning of the sentence above, too)
Always doyer, always doyer’s lover.
yyz with doyer
Just now I have a rush to delete the word above…
But as I thought that I should remain some memories for myself, I stopped and kept on typing.
Well, I just ate my dinner roughly.
My stomach must hate me very much since I was so cruel to him.
And maybe I will have milk tea again? Or, should I drink and then be hard to concentrate?
I was too late to appear in someone’s world, and I was too early to arrive in others’ zone.
Everyone could say as I said above.
An answer that can hardly be seen as an answer.
But after all, we still can sit down and have a discussion——about the course.
It’s so funny, but maybe life is just so funny. What to do next? I don’t know, but I was very anxious about my life…
Writing ability is increasingly far from me.
I can see my future, which is a black and white world without the nourish of literature.
Please give me some pain…
After a few minutes, I would set off and have my lunch. After that I would go to the *** team to get my gift——a cup of milky tea.
Actually, my heart is hurting these days, which means it’s dangerous to eat things that include caffeine.
I shrugged my shoulder. Well, I don’t put that danger in mind. As I already couldn’t live for a long time, I hope the rest of my life will be happier.
But I know that it’s a luxurious wish.
I don’t want to laugh, but I have to.
Accept fate, dear doyer.
Remember, I love you.
Although sometimes I hate you too…
How sad it is…
These days I devoted myself to life.
It’s strange to be so positive, however I felt fantastic with this state. And I noticed a schoolmate who has a special temperament and attracts me in some way.
This thing enlightened me that there is someone in the world to make your life valuable…
Live longer is my latest wish…
Most of the stories won’t have a happy ending, however I still long to enjoy them at present.
Thank you, god.
Thank you, doyer.
You are uncertain, which is the main reason for my love.
I am eager to be more excellent, which is both challenging and crazy. These days I have become more active, which makes me feel very happy. And I even went to the temple to pray that I could have a happy ending in love.
I met a special person, who is very attractive to me.
And I decided to be powerful and…
No more and. It’s enough… When I have become powerful, after that I could just sit down and wait for someone to run towards me.
Hope everything will be OK again.
Today I want to find someone to play with me, which is exciting.
But before that I should put my work to an end, and next class I will see my ex-friend…
In the afternoon I even saw XiaoJiu, who is the one I most admire.
Maybe it would cost all my life to reach that level. But I would be an example in someone’s eyes.
It’s unfair, but it’s very fair.
All in all, the urgent thing is improving myself since there is an important thing waiting for me in the near future.